Today was a beautiful Spring day here, and I got lots accomplished...including having to deal with 'him' coming down to do some 'maintenance' chores. I handled it well, stayed detached, didn't talk about anything personal, but I have to admit, it is hard. I try to remind myself about all the things I've read, and to know that even then there are things I may never completely understand, but it is hard when all I can truly remember is the life and the person I loved. I keep wondering where all that went? All I know is that it seems to be completely gone now. And I am here, trying to rebuild my life...
Last night it was fun to have the 'ghost hunting' dinner at the house. I think everyone enjoyed it, though no ghosts 'appeared' to be in attendance. They did have some interesting 'sounds' on the tapes we made in February. I can't wait to listen to them with headphones and see what they might actually be saying...one really sounded like a baby crying... In truth, I don't believe there are really 'ghosts' here, but more than energy patterns from the past are somehow imprinted on the house. Goodness knows there were plenty of babies born here!
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